Be better please

dozing with my medicines so I can have a rest. Need to be okay tomorrow. I must... Mayo lang kay namit ila luto today for me... Maskin papanu ang gina pa gwa ko... Makan.an ko man liwat.. Pilitay lang ya galing eh~ haiz... Once a year lang ko tuod gina masakit amu ni... But pirti mn... Hoping to be okay na... 

Good and Bad

Had a great and adventourous day with his family yesterday.. Daw sardinas kmi ya eh~ haha^^ luoy ka car kay super loaded... Thank God we were able to pass through sa mga obstacles na kululba.an. I really enjoyed the day... Pro sunggod pako ya pag puli eh~ dasun do masunggod pa siya sang pag dul.ong ya... Mayo lng nag okay mn mood ya...  super tudo pa ka ulan and nabasa pa kmi... Now i am sick... Huhuhu^^ pro may bulong mn ah~ i will be better... Rest mode lng danay... Praying na di ko na pagsuka ang gina ka.on ko... May work pako daan bwas... And i have to see him... Defense niya daan bwas.. God bless him. 😷

😭

It hurts to feel that no matter what happens he doesn't care if i get mad.. He still does it in his way... And i'm left with understanding him instead of him giving me patience and wait for me to calm down... I hate everytime i get mad at him and I'm left crying for being so mad at him... I hate that his insensitive... I hate how he can bear not to text me knowing i don't feel good... And I hate that he gets mad ay me everytime I'm mad at him... I hate that he doesn't care or even scared to lose me... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Failed!

In less than 2 minutes... He failed the test... Kasakit lng batyagun ya eh... 😭

Test day

Let me test his patience to what extent he can give me. This time I will be firm and will not be considerate. I wanna know how far can he really keep his mood clam... 

😡😡😡😡😡

I hate it when all my effortsturmed into nothing...

Ginhawa na gani ka pa ayu sang ubo niya... Dasun siya ya wala ga halong sa lawas ya.. Halin pa sang saturday nga sulay kag pabasa... Gin barukoy na sa gani ka ubo... Wala pa ga inom bulong sa chaktu na oras... Dasun ma inom pa gid... Kailinit na iya mn japon gusto masunod... Always mana... Despite na may valid reason mn ko why indi ko gusto maginom sa... Sometimes, ka unfair lng kay kung indi ya gani gusto ang himu.on ko dayun ya lang kapangakig sakun dasun away na kmi... And it's reallyhard to try to win him back... But him, wala sa ya paki.alam maskin managkig pako or di ko sa sapakon... siya pana dasun matext mga kung anu2x... kag mahambal dasun na na kung natak.an nku kag di nku ka agwanta sang batasan ya ma break na lang kmi... Indi ya gid bala ma kwa a ng point ko na indi man need na ma amu na dasun... tani ma chindihan ya na kos.a gakasakitan mn ko kag gaka puno mn sa batasan ya na di amu... But id does not mean na give up nku kag di ko na siya love ah... indi ko man siya gusto e change... Batun ko man kung anu siya ah... ang dugay ko lang nga ginapangabay na tani indi sa tanan na oras ako lang gapakumbaba pirmi kag ga chindi... Ma advice2x siya sa friend ya na kalaw.ay ang girl ga sagi la.ot sa guy... It seems na samun duwa ako mn ang  ga la.ot sa iya everytime mag away kami... dasun mag sorry sa dapat okay na dasun... kay siya pa mangakig kay nag sorry ma sa... And siya ya... Dayun lang kahambal sang d na kmi makita.ay.... Dba sa isa ka relationship dapat ga give and take kmu and gabuligay na ma work out and ma dugay...

😘

I love you for eveything that you do...

Had a great day with him. Although his not feeling well... Still he made my day complete and happy. 💚💚💚 I'm praying it will be forever... He keeps on saying i love you and he never fails to prove it everyday. i am lucky. 👍😍

Hayyy

Okay man lang sakun mag inom siya ah~ abi ko okay lng na masabay ko sa mga friends nila... Galing d ko ka relate sa ila... And dasun ang iya pangulit daw d nku nami.an... Kablo na gid ma sa nga na initan ko gid na... Sulit2x yapa dasun nga do sa nami.an sa kag ma ngirit2x... Sino na bi indi ma init man... Do napuno lng ko sang  sulit2x ya subong na adlaw sang indi magpakasal... Ma break... Ang pink... Pinky... 

🙊

I can feel the cool breeze from outside... It's already dark and here I am, in our favorite spot... With him... It's feel so great and I wanna stuck in this moment... This moment where i can't think of anything but happiness and good vibes. As always he turned my stressful day into a beautiful and happy one. Who could not resist his charm and effort to make me feel better. I'll always be thankful for that everyday... I wish this is forever... I hope... It's so good to be true...

😶

I hope he will understand if i won't be in a good mood when he see's me... Yeah~ i understand his situation... Its just that i hate waiting... And it irritates me... Plus the fact that I am tired from work abd my back hurts... Add up the id's i left in the office which is the reason why i still haven't have the gc... I feel like crying... I'm jut so tired... And I want to see him... But his still finishing his exam... I might be selfish... But really... i hate situations like this...  And i hate how he can seem to be mad also... Through his text messages... 😕