GRRRRR!

It was a good morning... Until afternoon.... He said he doesn't want me to go home late since I arrived home 2 am this morning. He said he moght be finished by 7 pm and told me if it's okay to wait. I met my friends after we parted this afternoon... I didn't expect I will have to wait a little longer... i wanted to spend time with him and be with him as I go home.. Despite that I felt tired and just wanna sleep...so I agreed to wait...Yes, I know.. I really hate waiting...but I tried my best to understand the situation... But I can't help myself from being so angry... I felt my cheeks slowly getting warm... And my heart starts beating fast... I don't know what to do... I don't like this kind of feeling... I wanted to be calm as much as possible... I couldn't control myself... I just want to explode... What made me more angry is that instead of just saying sorry and try understanding that I am like this, he  got mad... Just wanna shout and scream.....  And cry.... I hate this feeling... I don't wanna be angry or mad.... 😭😭😭😭😭😡😡😡😡🙈🙈🙈🙈