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the days spent with him was incomparable... without him I wouldn't survived every single day of being far from my family... I know I shouldn't attached myself to him, since I'm aiming for independence. I guess it's just how it goes.. And I don't know how to not to be too dependent with him. That's why I get scared or afraid everytime I think that sooner or later we need to be apart. He has some stuffs to finish and deal with... I understand... But I don't know... It'll be hard for me.. I'm sure...