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a few hours to go and I'll be back to reality.. Reality of having to work to earn a living.. To keep on going for life must go on... If only I could stop the days where all I can do is sit and sleep and eat... and.. Spend the whole day with him... I had a bad day the day I knew my account was closed... I couldn't blame anybody about it coz I know it's my fault... I was out of my consciousness the moment I went out of the bank... It was one of my major goal to keep ang maintain my account since I wanted it to last until I die... It was so painful to accept that it has already closed.. :( life has to go and so I have to deal with other  problems I have.. I know I shouldn't be thinking about problem and problems... I just get frustrated that I want everything to be done and solved... And it's hard because I only have myself to deal with everything...