I hate you...

I feel like anytime he can just walk away and leave me... no matter how much and how often he tells me he wants toasty me and spend all his life with me. It's not the same with his actions... This week was a hell... and I always end up crying.. Thinking if this is worth every tear drop... I feel na mas gina isip yapa ang salakyan ya kesa sakun sa mabatyagan ko... how can I trust him when sa pinka gamay na butang lng gani indi pa siya kapa nugid... kag katayugan pa na rason... Kaya ngakig ko... Since when does he care kung mangakig ko or indi?