Scared :'(

Why is it hard to leave... Knowing that I'll go without him... :( it's hard when I spend all of my days with him... And thinking that will be apart scares me... :( I don't wanna lose him... but thinking of the possibilities that might happen... It's so scary... I trust him... But I don't know... There are so many temptations around... :( I'm making myself strong but deep inside I want to cry... Because here I go again.. Will have to endure a long distance relationship... and it's not easy.. Been there and experienced every single of saddest night... I wish life is so simple and that we can't be apart... Ever again... :'( I am so scared...