Sometimes..

you have to experience the pain to realize and learn something...that's what I got from putting myself down from feeling sorry for myself when I shouldn't...But sometimes you got lost in the moment and drown yourself to the emotions..  It will always boil down to your choices... And I should have chosen to be stronger. I was a cry baby...I'm always like that.. I do trust him... It's the woman instinct that sometimes bothers... That's why I ask to be corrected or to affirm my instinct. Well I guess, I just have to go with the flow.. To give a damn but not to give a shit... I mean, the same with to be concern but not assuming... To love without expecting in return... To fight ... And to understand.